I respect people especially those older
than me because I was taught to do so; but some I respect even more because they
actually earned my respect so that whether older or much younger, I would have respected
them anyway and my friend in this story is one of such persons. He earned my
respect for his attitude and strength in the time he waited on God to make good
His promise of a child to him and his wife. In that period when he waited we
would sometimes talk about it and one day I broached the topic of the several
medical options available and wondered why he won’t try any of them. In my
opinion, God made them available, but he insisted that he won’t. I asked him
why, certain that I knew what he would say and my argument was ready, but he
surprised me. He, very calmly, explained to me, how God had promised that He
would give them a child without medical assistance and in due time and that he preferred
to wait on God for the manifestation of that word. He said to try any other
method, would be tantamount to disbelieving God. He said it with such confident
assurance that I knew he believed what he said and he believed it so much that
he stood by it. For me, that topic was closed; I understood him well. He had
chosen that path which a man has to choose for Himself – waiting on God‘s word
as he believes he heard and it was in my best interest to let the matter die
there and then which I did until the word eventually came to pass. God gave
them a beautiful child according to His word and she arrived just when she
should not be expected any longer but the word of God to Him did not fail; it
prospered in the life of the couple long after it was sent.
Isaiah 55: 11 “It is the same with my word. I send it out, and it
always produces fruit. It will accomplish all I want it to, and it will prosper
everywhere I send it.”
Waiting on God is more than a “cliché”;
it is what it is. It is that a man believes he has received a word from God and
holding onto that word waits on God to bring it to pass doing nothing but what
God says to do making no attempt to facilitate the manifestation of the answer.
It is tough and even more so in the times that we are in when everyone wants to
counsel even without your asking their opinion. Everyone seems to know what the
other ought to be doing even without first seeking to know the mind of God
concerning that other person. Meanwhile all one has against all the tremendous
pressure is a word from God; a God that you don’t see and have never seen but
you have elected to trust. It is tough when God hides a huge part of one’s life
or some major occurrence in something seemingly small – His word. Meanwhile
satan is busy throwing darts of doubt and fear so that one begins to wonder – how do I even know that I heard God
initially or how do I know that God will still do it because whether He does it
or not, He will still be God; it can get so bad that you sometimes want to
question God’s existence but you don’t want to talk about it because no one
must know that you have those questions so you struggle to put away the
thoughts very quickly as you trudge on. It definitely cannot be easy and the
longer the timing, the greater the risk of getting weary but God knows that so
He makes fresh strength readily available to us. At some point it is almost like
the voice you heard or the scripture through which you heard His voice begins
to deem in your memory because everything seems so contrary. You know and believe
but it is a struggle to put that word in that uppermost place in your mind where
you would always see it and be reminded but you recall to mind the several
victories He has won for you and then you are able to rejoice and strength is
restored to go on. Such was the story of my friend and the word of God
eventually came to pass.
Isaiah 40: 31 “But those who trust in the Lord will find new strength.
They will soar high on wings like eagles. They will run and not get weary. They
will walk and not faint.”
We indeed have to believe God. I realize
now, more than ever before, that it is impossible to please God without faith. It is not just scripture to me now but I can
tell from experience. At the end of the day, without faith in God, we will do
things that will definitely displease and dishonor God. You just have to trust
Him otherwise you will give up on Him. He certainly does not work in the way
that we know to work on this side of eternity. It is not unusual to want to faint
but if you keep renewing your strength then you won’t die and you will carry
the seed of the vision until it comes to maturity and then birth it. You have
to know deep inside you that you will not survive in your own strength but the
grace of God. I think a lot of the time, the scripture that says we will be
tested more than we can handle is often misinterpreted. We often interpret it
to mean we would not be tempted more than we think we can handle but the God
that knows what He has put inside each person knows how far each person can go
which is often more than the person thinks they can. So that sometimes we are
indeed faced with tests that ordinarily seem too much for us to bear but that
is how God brings “us out of us” – the real person He made begins to unfold and
unravel. That which we always had buried inside of us is provoked to life. If one
gives up before they come through then one may never discover what lies deep
inside them and may indeed go through life without realizing their full
potentials. Hence, faith is required to please God because in truth, it is
easier to “curse God and die” like Job’s wife suggested to Him because the journey
gets really tough but it is worthy of note that the same wife lived to enjoy
the benefits that followed Job’s pain. We
must honor God; we have to trust Him. To do otherwise is to call Him a liar
which He is not.
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